Good intentions don’t excuse bad behavior.
I totally get now why there was never an offer made on the table. It was never necessary on the first place. Nobody declines!!!
Have you ever heard of the line, make an offer s/he cannot refuse???? It is this exactly!!! Except there is no need for an offer. Do you even get me??? Probably no. Because there is actually no way to explain it. It’s effing unexplainable. No words can describe how I feel right now. So blessed. Thank You Lord!
I just shared with my mom how much happy I am to be working at the-u-know-what. I’ve been talking non-stop to her about how I love my new found friends in the presence of my lunchmates, my very well diversified environment, so many opportunities presented in front of me, and ohhhh not to mention the very beautiful gym they provided their employees for FREE.
Only wish I maintain this FEELING for the next 35 yrs of my life!
Consistency is never easy. But doable. :)
That feeling of Edward Cullen toward Bella Swan when he couldn’t read her feelings, thoughts and emotions, which made him like her all the more… remember that? Strangely, that’s how MY whole human system works.
I totally get you, dude.
Today, on my 3rd training/seminar/workshop at my new employer, we were asked to draw a “banig ng buhay.” It shows our 5 greatest, i.e. (clockwise from upper left) challenge, achievement, fear, experience and dream (center). Each presented their own banig of life and I couldn’t be more touched to know that I become friends with people from different parts of the country that had experienced and achieved so much in life to the point that, if submitted to MMK, would surely bring home many awards.
It’s a general knowledge that it is very difficult to pass and get appointed here. I’ve gone through emotional tortures many times in the process. But in the end, I felt like it was all worth it. However, hearing all the personal stories of my classmates today, I am very thankful more than ever to be a part of this institution. There are a lot more persevered, determined and deserving individuals than me but I got in.
So this I say sincerely from the bottom of my heart… all thanks, praises and glory be to God.
I know this calamity is devastating. We all mourn. But I hope, we don’t judge those who don’t explicitly show their sadness.
People have different ways of coping up. We live for survival. We live primarily for our own. Maybe those who you think are apathetic have already gone to so much emotional torture that they learned the power of detachment. It doesn’t mean they couldn’t care less about what’s happening, they just don’t show how it’s personally affecting them. For all we know, they’ve been donating and helping others in all ways possible for them. They just simply don’t brag about it and instead go on in living their lives as normal as before. I think these people balances all the negativity we are currently surrounded by.
This? It’s not all about being sad on social networks to maybe get some attention and be labeled as charitable or sympathetic or the like.
Aloofness… It’s probably more like saying, life goes on for us.. that they are proofs of how short and only borrowed our life is… how it can be taken away from us in a quick snap… so… we must be good. Live as if it’s your last.
Or I guess I’m just really good at giving people the benefit of the doubt.
Still can’t get over that self-righteous article. It breaks my and everyone’s heart yes but we have our own lives to primarily take care of… I firmly believe that everyone’s been sensitive to what happened. So no need to bash people who are just enjoying their own stuff and flaunting them. Social networks are intended for that anyway. C’mon guys! If you really need news update, go to a news website, not social networking sites. (P.S. no I’m not guilty, haven’t posted a selfie in two weeks. Lol.)
If you are a guy that:
1. Is a snob
2. Doesn’t talk much
3. Has a talent or two
4. Knows his grammar
Then, provided I’m aware of your existence, I probably like you.
But when you share your thoughts and opinions with me, i.e. when you speak, I gain knowledge about you more than you think you’re intentionally providing me.
And that can cost you a lot.
Might as well remain a mystery to me.
Last night, I sent the most touching send-off message one could ever have given, (as you all know, I just recently broke up with my first work but no need to worry as I immediately found a better replacement. Lol. Take this note and keep in mind under how-to-not-have-a-broken-heart list.) that is “goodbye, see you at Rue for the NaCHOS party.” Haha.
I don’t really believe in goodbyes but I wanted to spend the last night with these remaining people who made an impact or two in my corporate life. It was fun. We all had good laughs. I couldn’t believe at one point that I’d really be leaving them. That seriously, things would never be the same again. The thought makes me sad because I’ve come to accept things as it was for almost four years.
Inevitably, things change. And we have to adapt to it real quick.
Today I woke up early as I expected so I decided to go back to sleep but surprisingly I couldn’t. Maybe because the thrill went off and dried up. Haha. There were literally no worries I could think of at the time so might as well stay awake. Hence, now I realize that sleeping is my sweet escape. I have nothing to escape from this morning and my heart, body, mind and soul… subconsciously know it. Haha.
Right exactly when I have accepted how things will be going in the next few days…. IT HAPPENED!!!
I received the email I’ve been waiting for in weeks!!!
Thank You Lord!!! I cannot thank You enough. I’m so overwhelmed. <3 <3 <3
I am all for savoring the moment. Feel what you feel when you feel it. But right now, I think I want a fast forward.
I feel jealous. And I admit I don’t have the right to. Also, I’m being a stalker. I just have to know what is up every minute of every hour. In short, I am being a woman. Hence, vulnerable and stupid (when in love or the like).
Ugh. Maybe this is just a result of having nothing else to do… Just yet.